Social Anxiety
So, how do i start... The problem i have is this: After watching a documentary on BBC i was almost certain i had SA. Yea i know diagnosing yourself with a tv is not the best way to do it but. After watching it i realised i had the same exact problems: feeling constantly judged by others whatever i'm doing and always feeling that everyone is looking at me, whenever class organised a party i wouldn't show up because of fear of humiliation and huge pain in my stomach when there is a upcoming social event. So now i'm asking all you guys i you could give me advice. Also another problem i have is at home i am very relaxed and nice to everybody. But when i go to school i sort of like change into this blackhearted person who's very sarcastic and hates everyone... What's wrong with me?
'Heaven knows where i'll end up - but it's a safe bet that i'll be never at the top of anything. Nor do i particularly care to be.' ~H. P. Lovecraft